给你的信

嗨,最近的你,好吗?我们也有4年没联络了吧?
其实,自从四年前的分开,我一直都有在留意你的状况,
刚开始的时候,我有去加你的facebook,可是你一直都没有接受,
我知道当时的你,还是在恨我的吧?
想问问你,这4年,你过的好吗?快乐吗?是不是还记着我所带给你的伤害?

说真的,4年不是很长,也不是很短,要忘记所受过的伤害,是很难,
而我,要忘记你对我的好,是更难...
4年前对自己说过,时间可以让人忘记一切,
可是对于我来说,那只会更想念以前的一切....
曾经说过要忘记你,可是却做不到,做到的只是不再每天的去想你....

你,还记得只属于我们两个人内心的世界吗?你知道吗,其实"它"还存在着,
只要你在google找那个blog的名字,它就会出现,
我偶尔会打开看看,看回以前我们所记载的东西,
里面有我们所有的喜怒哀乐,也包括了,所有的诺言,对吧?
每当我心情不好的时候,我就会去看它,看着看着,嘴角会不直觉的往上仰,
以前的我们,是有着一段幸福,快乐的生活,即使我们没见面,
那时候的我们,都很单纯的,一点点的东西,都会开心个半天...
可是这个幸福却被我一手给摧毁了.....

人家都说,初恋是最难忘记的,这是一点都没错,
因为直到现在,我还记着你的一点一滴,
你的好,你的笑,你的一切一切,都还历历在目...
经常都说,已经把你放下了,已经不会在对你有任何的奢望了,
只是,真的不是这样的,因为我只是把你藏在心里的最深处,
一直以来,我找男朋友的条件,都会有你的影子存在,
我是没发现的,直到我的朋友告诉了我,我才恍然大悟,


你知道我在diploma读的是marketing吗?你知道为什么我会选择它吗?
全是因为你,因为你也是marketing的,我只是想多了解你的生活,
所以就毫无犹豫的选择了它,我想的是,也许有天,我们能再一次的碰面...
我现在最爱的水果是芒果,最爱的卡通是winnie the pooh....
知道为什么吗?因为这两个都和你有着那么一点点的关系...
我们刚熟悉不久后,因你的一句"比芒果还忙",从此你就是我的芒果王子,
也因如此,我爱上了芒果, 你说过你最喜欢的卡通是winnie the pooh ,
因为pooh 和poon 还蛮象的,从此,没喜欢什么特定卡通的我,
只喜欢winnie the pooh ,
身边的好朋友都知道我爱吃芒果,爱所有winnie the pooh 的物品,
但是他们却不知道我是因为什么而爱上,
那全是因为你,潘彩田....

会写这篇,是因为我想个你知道,一直以来我还放不下你,
我不知道你是否会看我这一篇,但是我还是想为我自己的幸福,
勇敢一次,我不想试也没试,就这么的放弃,
虽然我知道结果大概会是什么,
但是我只是想让你知道,
潘彩田,我还是喜欢你,我们还有那个机会吗?

明天是你的生日了,之前的几年,都有买礼物个你,
只是从来没寄出去给你,因为没有那个勇气...

genting trip ~

Wednesday,11/05/2011,

me n my hostel gang family went to genting for 1 day trip...

actually is for celebrate my little sis-xiao bei's birthday,

but accidentially she cant go coz of her "good" lecturer....

so we celebrate her birthday on tuesday ....

we call our"daddy" buy a cake for her,

den we celebrate bside my hostel block ....

she was so shock when she saw the cake ~

coz we nvr let her knw we will celebrate for her ....

and , my another sis- xiao bing draw a card for her ,

and we also buy a present for her, tat is angry bird ~

is it cute ??

After tat, we wnet to bed,coz tomolo we need wake up early in the morning ....

coz we want go to gombak station wait for the genting bus ...

we buy the early ticket-8a.m .....

after an hour, we reach ^^

we all so excited when we reach there ......

coz the weather is so nice ~

we all love it .....

after tat , we wait the ticket counter operate ,

coz we wan buy the outdoor theme park ticket ....

the day when we go , all the coaster is under maintanence ....

really kns !!!!!

so outdoor not many can play ~

we jz play the flying chair, cup tea, "海盗船"train , flying dragon ,

boat and we gt play the water ~

After playing the water, all of us is wet .....

luckily, we all gt bring set of clothes, if not ~

hehehe,all sure will sick after going bk ^^

"背影"

inside the cable car ~

is she cute enough ??

After the day, was my died day ~

coz 12/05/11 is the date release my april exam result ...

im so scare about my result ....

i scare i cant gt the normal grade ...

but lastly , i gt my whole cgpa is 2.7 ...

it is better than last time .....

im so glad ,btw tat i also promise myself ....

need to maintain the result right now ...

it jz can better than , cant less than ....

tis is my "目标" 

mother's day ~

Today is mother day, i wanna tell my mum, 

i love her so much ~ 

yesterday, me,my youngest bro and sister bought a cake for her ....

when she saw it , she is so surprise ....

coz of me today need go bk to hostel, 

so we celebrate mother day ytd ~ 

we bought a 1.5kg ice-cream fruit cake for her ~ 

inside the cake is chocolate ice-cream ~ 

ice-cream fruit cake ^^ 

tis cake cost RM81- 1.5kg

coz tis cake is quite big , although ard 10 ppl also cant finish it ^^ 

yesterday was the most memorable day for us ~ 

Last week, my sis went to Hong Kong for spend her labour day holiday ~ 

she go for 4 day 3 nite over there .....

She had buy many souvenir for us ~ 

i think tis is wine ~ 

tis is toblerone chocolate ^^

tis 1 is "元朗老婆饼"

she also gt buy a ocean park key vhain for me ^^

it is so cute ^^ 

today is the last day holiday for me ~ 

tomolo will be a new day , new lesson and new challenge for me...

i hope i can handle it as well as ....

coming thursday will release my sem 3 exam result ~ 

dun know my result will how bad is ~ 

hope it wont so "ugly".......

and tis coming fri is my car driving pratical class ...

is my first time to drive ~ 

although it jz 3 hour, and gt other 2 ppl learn together ,

but i very excited ......

after tis pratical , i will get my L lesen ...

and then i will start my 16 hour driving lesson ~

hope all the thing will go for smooth ~ 

new life ,new challenge ~

It was long time i had not been update my blog ....

not because of wat, jz for lazy to update ....

HeHe XD

Well , im gonna to tell u guys about my two month ago's life ....

Let's start my story here ~

After chinese new year , im go back for my new semester...

semester 3 !!!! y i need to mention semester 3 ?

it is because, this is a short sem and most important sem for my 1st year academy .....

if im get something wrong ,mayb mental or physical,

den i need say sayonara to my dearest classmate,

said goodbye to my ptptn loan , said 88 to my 2nd year academy ...

and i will said hello to my may intake 2011 junior ,

coz i need to repeat my failed subject ,

by re-attend the tutorial class, lecture and redo all my assigment...

if im really do tat, u guys will c me to be crazy soon >.<

3rd sem is a short sem n we need to study 3 subject in 7 week !!!

it gonna to kill me , coz one of the subject is about 20 chapter ....

how we can study all in 7 week ??

and how can lecturer can teach so fast without any understanding ??

in tis 7 week , im very mental and stress....

coz each subject had at least one test and one assigment in 7 week period time....

test and assigment are not easy for us ,

bcoz it is new and difficult for us to do resarch,

especially marketing >.<

2nd of march was my 19 birthday ...

tat mean im elder one year alr .....

still have one step, my age start from"2".....

my hostel's family celebrate for me at 12 oclock in the late night....

i was so surprise bcoz , i dun think they will celebrate for me at the late night ....

and they know my like's is winnie the pooh ,

so they go to the bakery shop for order my cake wif the pooh cartoon....

besides this , they also buy a almo bear as my gift....

i like it so much ....really thank you them ...

i love u all ^^ muackz.......

At the day of my birthday, my classmate also celebrate my birthday ~

After class, we go one utama for movie ,

and then we go for shopping awhile and then having our lunch ~

thank you to my lovely classmate for celebrate my birthday ~

tis will be in my memory untill i "两脚一伸"



1st of apr is one of our class's tycoon birthday ~

He is "Eugene"

So we decide celebrate for he at Hard Rock's cafe .....

after our class , we take public transport to there ......

bcoz the time was too early, so we decide to shopping awhile at pavillion ...

coz some of tycoon need to buy thing at pavillion....

we having a nice desert in a japan restaurant while we rest~

after that, we going to hard rock for our dinner ~

tis is my first time go to a restaurant that gt "class" ....

we all have a nice and funny moment at there ~

After the day, is my "bad day "

coz it is time for my final exam ~

although tis sem jz had 3 subject,

but tis 3 is not easy to study ....

except this 3 , i still gt resist 2 paper ....

so , my total subject is 5 ......

and tis coming thursday , my result will release ....

abit stress now , coz tis will affect my life >.<

i dun wan failed !!!!!!!!







tis is my hostel'family gang ^^



tis is my 1st birthday cake from them ....

my gang ~



this is our "战绩"in sakae sushi(4 gal )

Now is 5th of may , it mean it still gt 3 day to go for my new semester....

It will be a new challenge for me , bcoz im in the second year, im a senior ....

can bully my junior jor ~ Hehe XD

I need to put more effort in my study ,

i hope i can get a good result for my other semester ....

Is time to keep my playing heart, to focus on my study ~

gambateh to all my fren ,no matter those study STPM, college or university ~

all must add oil for out future ^^

This coming sunday is mother's day ....

I dun know wat can do for my mother ......

i jz can giv her a surprise , and say the three word tat i never say to her....

that is " Mami , I love You "

ps: today is my dear kiki's birthday , i wan to wish her , happy always , may ur dream come true, become a professional make up-staylist and can find ur dream man early ya ^^

at last , " Happy Birthday To You " 

happy rabbit year ~~

应该有一段时间没来上载我的部落了,

是时候来扫扫灰尘的^^

今天是年初十了,时间过的真快啊.....

又要向新年说再见咯.....

不知道是因为长大了,还是不想了,

已经没有小时候那种带着兴奋又期待的心情,

迎接新年了,是老了吗??呵呵呵

今年的新年也只是呆在家,

  原本的计划因为某些原因而取消了.....

早知道会如此,就答应朋友去玩了.....

而去年的新年是在工作中度过的,

还比较开心点,至少工钱不错^^

每年的年初二,必定会回外婆家,

在那里呆了一整天,和表弟妹玩牌,

因为我最大,所以我做庄,

可是当天的我真的很衰....

输了很多><真的欲哭无泪啊!!!

舅母的手艺真的没话说啊,

而且还很多选择,忘记拍下来了><

因为四阿姨在卖红酒的,

她带了一瓶白红酒个一瓶,也送了我们一瓶.....

我当天也很醉了,因为我不会喝酒的^^

到了年初四,老爸就说要去找姑婆和姨婆拜年.....

两个都住在jinjang的,也是甲洞附近~~

在那里也见到了很多陌生的亲戚><

我也不知道我原来有那么多的亲戚....

在那里也呆了一整个下午......

困死我了,原来拜年也是那么的累><

我的新年就这样的过了,那你们的呢?

应该都会有很多的节目吧.......

祝大家身体健康,事事顺利,兔年发大财^^

也祝特别的你:

身体健康,心想事成,事业顺利^^

祝我的朋友们,

学业进步,万事如意~

祝我的家人,

身体健康,平安快乐,笑口常开^^

最后祝我自己,

学业进步,身体健康^^

我的愿望是:

希望可以和你做回朋友,

希望可以早日达成我的心愿,

希望可以和你见个面!!!

happy holiday+chinese new year ~

long time din update my lovely blog d ~ 

coz last 3 week , im bz study to fight my final exam ~

i promise myself b4 , tis sem i must be hardworking ....

my result cant too bad , at least gt 2.0 cgpa n above ....

if nt , i will gg later .....

coz my sem 1 result is fucking bad ,

cgpa nt enough 2.0,cgpa nt enough 2.0 mean

i cant gt my ptptn for sem 4 ......

so tis sem i must gt it ......

until now i jz know ,

if u really wan to do the thing success ,

u really can do it ,

jz put more effort ,

and always remind urself ,

u must do it and u can do it .....

so , jz blif urself , n dun easy to give up anything ....

the last day of my exam is tuesday ,

all my fren until monday ,

coz they no nid to resit paper .....

but i wan bcoz of my lazy ......

after finish the exam ,

 li ying fetch me to kepong ktm station ,

ard 6 p.m. , i reach my home ~

i miss my home , i miss my mum , i miss my bed, i miss my dog ~

although jz din go bk home for few more week ....

bt i really miss it ^^

today is 20 of jan , two more week like tat ,

is chinese new year ......

it mean it is a new year for us .....

new year, new thing, new target .......

i hope tis year is a lucky & hopeful year for me ....

everything for me is the best .......

i haven buy my new year clothes and shoes yt ...

now still haven decide where to buy n when to buy ~

wish my lovely family and my dear fren ,

have a happy new year ,

gt many ang pow , bt remeber giv me some oh ....

Huat ah !!!!!! << my classmate lovely words ~~

anything can "huat" 1  ^^

New year eve ^^

Happy new year 2011 to all of you ~

yesterday was the last day of year 2010 .....

I and my dear sis decide to shopping and countdown at sg wang ....

Around 3 p.m , we going out to take bus to wangsa maju lrt station , 

den we go masjid jamek for change the star line to hang tuah ,

den we walk to times square , it is quite long way for us >.<

when reach times square, there are "ppl mountan ppl sea "

we go atm side for withdraw money to shopping ....

one of my sis cant withdraw money ,

bcoz of the stupid system and mesin .....

she bcome no mood , coz cant buy anything ....

after tat , we went to baskin robin for ice-cream ,

but unlucky , the small size ice-cream is finish , wth!!

we have no choice , so we went to sg wang ......

when reach sg wang , i met my classmate , ah keong .....

den we start our shopping journey .....

we walk around n around sg wang .....

but nt much thing can buy .....\

after that , we go fashion city to look around .....

we buy some cloth inside there .......

den , we go another shop ,

i saw a atm mesin at the side there ,

so i ask my sis to try again ....

lastly , she success to withdraw money ....

den , she start to buy this n that ......

we had our dinner at kim gary around 8 oclock .....

we take almost 1 hour to take our dinner ......

den we continue shop ......

countdown concert start at 9.30 ,

but we go there ard 10 p.m .....

we stand there 2 hour for countdown ....

after countdown for new year , we rush to monorail station ....

coz lrt to wangsa maju jz until 1245 a.m .....

we reach hostel ard 1 a.m ......

we are tired but we enjoy .......



seafood set ^^





chop set ^^

 

american set ^^



three of us ^^